Pick your choice and do it right !

A leader or an icon for certain people may defer according to their way of looking at the attributes that the particular person had. Sometimes, they are not looking at the overall quality that they had in them but rather looking at the certain quality that that person had when dealing with certain circumstances and that quality is something that could not be govern but being built in them since they are little or rather we could say that they are born with it. Belong to a certain standard they are able to establish the quality that they had for the better of the community and their country. Nevertheless, it is not that they are perfect in every aspect but they are able to show an awesome performance that no other man could do. Clearly, the negative quality that they have is being defeated by the more fort forward quality such as determinism, persuasive, strong self-present, firm with their stand, reliable and trustworthy, and consistent.
In the class today, we were talking and sharing ideas about their idol or role model which they admired. Some of the names being mentioned were Tun Dr Mahathir, Prophet Muhammad, Nelson Mandela, Yasmin Ahmad and the sultan apart from their parents. These names to me were a great leader and a very much an ideal idol for everyone. This is because their voice is being heard all over the world and they put their words in such way that it persuades each and every member of the hall. Especially when talking about our Prophet and Tun Dr Mahathir. Among other leaders of the world throughout decades, they had been listed as among the most influential leaders of all time. Ranked as the first in the list, our Prophet shows great courage and determination in expanding Islam to the world. Born among the worst civilization, Prophet Muhammad shows great leadership and an admirable personality in which captures many ‘tyrant soul’ of his time. He was able to plan a lot of things that no other normal human would able think of and accomplish. In a harsh way of saying, our Prophet was able to pull any string and get out alive. If any of you would like to know more about his personality and the supreme quality that he has that none of us had, I would suggest you to read the book about the Prophet Muhammad biography.
The other good leader that knows that he is doing is our own ex- Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammad. He has a great vision as some of us don’t have. It was because of him, Malaysia develop rapidly all this years. So, choose anyone to be your idol or mentor but make sure that you are able to keep up to that quality you’ve been aiming. Me? Other issues would be rooming my mind.

Absolute

What do you think of a relationship and also social friends?
Are they of the same level in your eyes or they are very much different from one another?
what will you do if someone kick you out from their life as if you are nothing and never ever have any connection with at all. I would like to ask this questions to all my friends but don't have the guts to really ask it directly as maybe i will get the kick from my own question.
It really sucks when looking at someone who is being dump or ignored just like that by their special person(their darling buds). Can't help it looking at their gloomy face..
To my friends, be strong okay. There is someone out there still looking for you. Trust me!

A Dagger Into My Soul

Hello to everyone. Just in case anyone wondering what i have been doing all this while during this long and boring hols, sorry to say but nothing of that special except for one occasion.

My 3rd cousin's wedding. It was supposed to be the utmost special and happy moments for me but deep down inside i felt like i lost something that always been mine or should i say like i lost someone that is so special to me - my best friend and also my sister. Why do i feel this way? Well maybe it is because i fell in love with her silently. What to do maybe it was not mine to decide. She had chose her lifetime partner in which to me could be call as dad. Anyway, its her choice. I had never ever been so dedicated towards something or any events like what i have had done for her wedding ceremony. I stayed up for two days with only one hour of sleep. All i want is just her wish come true and her wedding is going as planned. Well, every went as planned except that certain people did not satisfied with some people during the ceremony yet it turns out to be a great day.

Then the most happy thing for me is that my mom are able to follow or should i say : i am able to take my mom to Kelantan,finally. hehehehe...

Its all just a lame story and this holiday is the most dull thing ever appeared in my life. No night life except for now that i'm in Bangsar and tomorrow i am moving to Bkt Antarabangsa for don't know how many days then go back home waiting for the new semester to open.

Bored

I'm back in my home town. there is nothing to do much. I want to learn on how to dance actually but need to work lor. I need to really find money as next sem will need me to do a lot of things.

Sad moments

Well, I don't know whether my friends is still logging into this anymore or not but i will still continuing this. Before we had our Writing paper, a friend of mine was being struck by a very shocking news; his father passed away that morning due to shock. It was so unfortunate for Ed but a good thing for his father. People might say that i am cruel to say such thing yet isn't it a good thing that he left all his miseries and gone to his creator? he'll be peace up there waiting for the judgement day.It was an unfortunate for Nur Adli because he still needs a fathers' love and care. He must be wanting his father to be always behind him.

But who am i to say anything about this. I don't really know how he feels actually but i know that he is hurt inside. I hope he will be a lot stronger going through this. I've gone through this situation before and it really struck my life. To me my father was everything and my will to survive. When he left me that day, i felt like my intention in getting all that i desire is no more important and my life is meaningless without him by my side. That is why i am not really care about my life right now. Hope my mom will be able to make it to watch my glory. Let us recite al-Fatihah to our beloved one who had gone to the other world and also to Eds' father.

REMORSE, repentance, GUILT, regret ? END.

This is my last week of studying and next is revising week. Time move so fast that I though it was only yesterday that I entered this semester. Man, I am dreaming away. I have learned a lot this semester. A lot of experience that one cannot have if you are not one of my course mate. Why do I say such thing? This is because a lot of thing happened along the way and it was not a good and most wanted things to be happening. However that is the reality of life that no one could ever argue about. It happens without our approval. I do not like all of this stupidity living among us but what to do; it is not me who chose what to happen and what is not. It is their choice and their own weight to be carry with their life. As for me, I don’t really care much as I will get back to that person individually and by the meanest way I could possibly imagined. I cannot do close combat as this would end me up in jail or court later.

Learning this subject really taught me something that really out of the context of drama. I am really glad that this course is being taken at the perfect time. Some of my friend may know about what I am talking about. Backstabbing, treacherous, choosing sides, double face, ignorant, and a lot more; these are the quality that should not be developed by a tertiary level people. Living up the standard of an educated person yet behaving in the opposite way. Living in disguise will end you up with trouble dear, so BEWARE. Don’t ever do bad things to people or even humiliate people as who are you to talk about him as you yourself had never reflect yourself so how about a reflection people. Never ever try to be so nice and acting clever commenting about other people where it could turn out to be your last day on earth. This is what had been the turning point in Oedipus life where he kills his own father because they look down on him. Silent people would do disastrous thing and very revengeful. BEWARE PEOPLE.

However, that is not all what I have learned in Drama class. The most obvious thing that I have learned is that play will be a good thing to be sarcastic and a way to channeled your thought to the society as this would eventually relates their schemata of the topic in the play and connect it to reality. As for doing micro teaching also, I have learned that it is hard to really get the students attention and most of my friends’ activity was not so attractive and interactive as the students were not keen in participating with the class. These are some of the thing that I should be pondering on and revised more.

The great honor and credit is to my lecturer, Dr Edwin as he had been a very good and inspiring lecturer for all of us. You’ve made us realized things that slip from our own sight. This is the thing that is being discussed in Oedipus and King Lear. Let’s leave out the education thing a side for now. I really enjoy the class. I was a very sad thing that he is not teaching us anymore as he has a lot of thing to be learned. What ever it is, I wish you good luck and all the best in your days ahead. Thank you for everything that you have done for all of us. For bringing in the laughter in the class when we are down. You have been quite an example to me. Continue to admire literature, okay.

Well this is the end.
Sayonara.
Adios.
Arigatto.


THE END

MICRO TEACHING : FINALLY THE END

Last Friday Thursday was my last presentation for micro teaching. It was for my EDU 3217 subject. The teaching that I’ve done on that day consist of pre reading and also while reading. It was made into one session as we don’t have enough time and this is the last week for our meeting. I was not really in a good condition at that time. My emotional state was not good and at the same time I was not feeling good. Despite of all that, I still able to finish my task quite well but not a very interactive situation as Mr Harold keep on pushing us as he want to finish it quickly. It was so inconvenience to me and maybe to the rest also. It was doing on the play selfish Mr Pederson and looking at the character and personality traits.

I choose to do it according to the scenes in it. I chose scene 2 and scene 8 as my focus on that day. I asked the students to indentify that character and their traits with the evidence from the text. It was successfully done and carried out. My second activity was focusing on the personal pronoun that is being used by the main character (Mr Pederson) as this story is about him. The students were able to do the task in the given time but I was not able to go through it fully even on the surface as our tutor asked me to conclude the lesson. I was quite disappointed about that. Previously before starting the micro teaching, I was running all over the place as I forgot to bring my teachers’ instruction (new copy). With my bad condition on that day I was so tired but I pull myself in and managed to accomplish my job. I think I had done my best on that day and it was directed to me. Really hope that all of the troublesome that I faced on that day really paying off.