Wednesday, June 17, 2009

A Dagger Into My Soul

Hello to everyone. Just in case anyone wondering what i have been doing all this while during this long and boring hols, sorry to say but nothing of that special except for one occasion.

My 3rd cousin's wedding. It was supposed to be the utmost special and happy moments for me but deep down inside i felt like i lost something that always been mine or should i say like i lost someone that is so special to me - my best friend and also my sister. Why do i feel this way? Well maybe it is because i fell in love with her silently. What to do maybe it was not mine to decide. She had chose her lifetime partner in which to me could be call as dad. Anyway, its her choice. I had never ever been so dedicated towards something or any events like what i have had done for her wedding ceremony. I stayed up for two days with only one hour of sleep. All i want is just her wish come true and her wedding is going as planned. Well, every went as planned except that certain people did not satisfied with some people during the ceremony yet it turns out to be a great day.

Then the most happy thing for me is that my mom are able to follow or should i say : i am able to take my mom to Kelantan,finally. hehehehe...

Its all just a lame story and this holiday is the most dull thing ever appeared in my life. No night life except for now that i'm in Bangsar and tomorrow i am moving to Bkt Antarabangsa for don't know how many days then go back home waiting for the new semester to open.